Watashiwa Aishiteru
Yesterday visit Ipoh for 1 day .
At there , we visit Songkai hot spring and Gua Temburung only.
Well , the trip nothing special also.
But the food taste quite well.
7.30PM , while I on thw way to home , my phone rang.
It's from zzloo . Asking whether me want to go to school or not . ( My school had musical performance last night ) . Telling me that she came . Actually I guessed that she will come to this performance . I'm deciding whether want to go or not . zzloo ask me to gambateh , don't be a loser . Well , since zzloo went to the concert already , I decided to give myself another chance .
It was almost 8.30PM when I reached school . Luckily the concert delayed , started about 8.15PM , so I didn't miss much . Well , I gave my camera out to juniors . She was sitting so close to another guy , here I name him "Z" . Z not her boyfriend also , but so far I known , Z is chasing her. They 2 sitting on a same chair , ya , 1 chair .
I try to go nearby her and chat with her . Only me the one who keep asking question . And her only answer me in very short answer . When I not saying anything , it seem like I totally invisible , to her , she didn't even look at me . My heart broke . I rushed out from the hall , having a walk around the school.I wanna cry , but I endure it . After I came back into the hall , acting like nothing but standing far away from gang watching her.
She many topic with Z . And she seem quite happy .
I was so sad . But still , I act like nothing still playing with Sze Kuan , 2 fruits , WhiteMei and zzloo them . Those 4 girls very cute . Quite happy when watching them.
2day , zzloo told me that Z fail to chase her . Well , I don't think so . I totally can't complete with Z . After all , zzloo right , I am nothing but a loser .
Tonight , went to beach cafe for my father day dinner . Well , I order 1 drink named as “一厢情愿” meaning "Loving someone personally" , made from honey dew , orange and strawberry juices . It taste sour combined with little honey dew sweety taste . After drank , the mouth felt a bit bitter . Well , just like my mood right now bitter.
Just now , when uploading photo into my computer . Found this pic ... ...
Her eyes , so cold ... the sight of her , like a sharp blade that pierce through my heart... ...
She doesn't like me ... , but is she made me like her . Now I just want to know does her ever have a tiny little bit good feeling on me?
At there , we visit Songkai hot spring and Gua Temburung only.
Well , the trip nothing special also.
But the food taste quite well.
7.30PM , while I on thw way to home , my phone rang.
It's from zzloo . Asking whether me want to go to school or not . ( My school had musical performance last night ) . Telling me that she came . Actually I guessed that she will come to this performance . I'm deciding whether want to go or not . zzloo ask me to gambateh , don't be a loser . Well , since zzloo went to the concert already , I decided to give myself another chance .
It was almost 8.30PM when I reached school . Luckily the concert delayed , started about 8.15PM , so I didn't miss much . Well , I gave my camera out to juniors . She was sitting so close to another guy , here I name him "Z" . Z not her boyfriend also , but so far I known , Z is chasing her. They 2 sitting on a same chair , ya , 1 chair .
I try to go nearby her and chat with her . Only me the one who keep asking question . And her only answer me in very short answer . When I not saying anything , it seem like I totally invisible , to her , she didn't even look at me . My heart broke . I rushed out from the hall , having a walk around the school.I wanna cry , but I endure it . After I came back into the hall , acting like nothing but standing far away from gang watching her.
She many topic with Z . And she seem quite happy .
I was so sad . But still , I act like nothing still playing with Sze Kuan , 2 fruits , WhiteMei and zzloo them . Those 4 girls very cute . Quite happy when watching them.
2day , zzloo told me that Z fail to chase her . Well , I don't think so . I totally can't complete with Z . After all , zzloo right , I am nothing but a loser .
Tonight , went to beach cafe for my father day dinner . Well , I order 1 drink named as “一厢情愿” meaning "Loving someone personally" , made from honey dew , orange and strawberry juices . It taste sour combined with little honey dew sweety taste . After drank , the mouth felt a bit bitter . Well , just like my mood right now bitter.
Just now , when uploading photo into my computer . Found this pic ... ...
Her eyes , so cold ... the sight of her , like a sharp blade that pierce through my heart... ...
She doesn't like me ... , but is she made me like her . Now I just want to know does her ever have a tiny little bit good feeling on me?
Comments
Anyway for the second part....cant say much just support you mentally.....never give up till you find the next one.swt"""(Sorry if i say something wrongly)
So , you're the web developer of thedhammaflame blog?
Haha,so excited can on9 ^^
I've been there too, the hot spring!! Not fun meh?? I think fun worh...got slide...HAHA,maybe it's the people i go with ^^
Interesting drink 0.o
In my opinion, i want to say, the world very big. Don't waste your time, got many more beautiful things for you to enjoy, open your eyes XD