Long time ago , Another Life

Things changes inside of me . I totally can't believe that I did read text book , for over 9 hours in 1 day... It happened this sunday (19-10-08) . And the following days , I also keep my eyes on books for long time... ... Hmmm , maybe I just want my mind not to so free . Free , I will think about many nonsense , for example , about love ? Live without love in long time making me abnormal . Now just trying to concentrate myself in more meaningful thing ... To the world?E.g. Studying? I don't know . Recently also not very like to stay online . My heart feel weird when saw her online ... ...

Pornography describing or showing sexual acts in order to cause sexual excitement (defination of Pornography by Oxford English Dictionary) Hmmm , if I not forgot , movie "Don't mess with Zohan" is just comedy movie that rated as "U" By the Jabatan Filem Malaysia . U stand for " untuk semua lapisan masyarakat " .Well , I don't know why , stupid teacher wrote a report to the principle . "6BS1 students wacthing pornograhpic materials in the class ... " WTF? You're right , we were wacthing "Don't mess with Zohan" , but the teacher report us wacthing pornographic . If "Don't mess with Zohan" is porn , that mean all video rated as U are porn ... However can't denied that "Don't mess with Zohan" got some part with naked ass . But that's not pornography , ass not reproductive organ , unless you give birth with ass or feed milk with ass . And Jabatan Filem Malaysia allowed it to play in cinema

The distant between you and me getting even far . How innocent am I for being trusted in you and waiting for your answer . But now when I thought it back , I laughed . How idiotic am I for doing this kind of nonsense act . Although you were not answering , but I can know your answer very clearly . Tales about you all around my ears , but still , I choose to trust you . Until last few days , the words you said to me , it like I'm nothing in your heart , not even a friend . And I'm the kind of guys you think , totally disappointed with you . Today , I done another stupid act . That's is trying to forget you by not contacting you . I know they are useless methods , I know my heart will never let me feel free ... ... /\/\ Felt that getting even useless by day to day ( /.\ ) Disappointed with current life ... ... / TT \ Holded position in my previous memories... ... Getting older and even blur these days ... Emotion : Upset... ...