Long time ago , Another Life

已经很久没有写微博了。 今天，这个时候特别想写。 今天坐在她的身边，虽然很近，也因为很近我感觉到自己其实还是很在乎她。 今天坐在她的身边，她的眼神告诉我，她最近不幸福。 今天坐在她的身边，从她的谈话，她在找着更好的他。 今天坐在她的身边，我才发现，自己并不怎么认识她。 今天坐在她的身边，我知道，我想、也要成为更好的他。 原来我还是喜欢着她， 只是我不敢承认... ... 凌晨4点半，晚安微博。

Hi bloggie , it been a very busy month last month and I long time didn't update my blog =) Well , will write an article about the whole month of April 2010... First of all , just back from Outbac , again . Thank to Raub AOG ( AOG i think is "Assembly of GOD" ) .Having fun with them throughout the camp , and thanks to their BBQ ^^ But , don't have picture this time ... Okay , back to April .. This week I work as McDonald Better Coffee Coupon Distributor @ Prima Saujana McDonald DT outlet (30Mac ~ 13Apr) , Hotlink Road Show @ Uniten & Tuition Teacher ... Tiring =.= Okay , here the index fr the outings. : 1. Pikom Pc Fair I 2010 (16 April) 2. Photo shooting with Seline Lam & Nicole Xue Yee (18 April) 3. GR Healthy Week (19~25 April) 4. GR Sekinchan Trip (2~3 May) Pikom Pc Fair I 2010 Tze Tyng I like this pic =) Seline & Nicole Shooting Hmmm , Seline , my fren =) and her fren , ask me when I shoot the Joyce series . So , I bring them go and have a quick sho...

Damn ! Lost my Mc Donald job when left only 8 days (which can help me get about RM480 , IS almost RM500!! ) . Argh , the agency so cheap , out of budget wa... Luckily the company promised to give extra 2 days salary . Well , fine , consider using RM360 buy 6 days of holidays ~~ STill got many things I can do ^^ Me and Loo asked by Joyce whether want out for a shooting or not . And she wanna to be model . Well , Loo say no feel , but me is ok with her ^^ Joyce quite a nice girl actually . Then we have a shooting on last Saturday , and Joyce ask Sze Kuan to come together as well ^^ Travis is following also . ... ... ... ... ( Click Here for More/Minimize ) ABC

Busy week , go for the Secondary School Calligraphy Competition due to teacher invitation tuesday , and keep rushing for more $$ ^^ Well , results of Tuesday : Hmmm for a shooting this saturday again . But this time I'm going to shoot 1:1 , 1 photographer to 1 model , and have to prepare many things myself , hopefully can get the effect I want ...

Actually today is going to have a potraiture shoot at KLCC , Taman Pertanian and I-City 1 . However , Japle failed to get permit at KLCC , so , we head to Lake Garden .I think they have night shooting session at I-City ,but I didn't join . Evening session .. Speechless , the theme is sooooooooooo extreme ... Looking down for more photo you will know what I meant (Especially the last 1)... Is it very geng ler ?

All SM(K or JK) & SR(K or JK) having their holidays last week , about 9 days . Out of this 9 days , I actually stayed in home for 2 days =P . 7 days staying in OutBac , working as a camp instructor ... Hmm out of this 7 days , I had served about 7 groups of people coming from different place and different objective : some just for fun , some want to build leadership & some need to increase their stamina . This is a quite exciting job , because it's just like being a Faci or committeee member of camp . Just a thing very siao , out of the 7 days , went broga hill for 4 times =.=" . Now walking up to broga hill nothing much different with walking in the shopping complex to me ... Out of so many group , like the YukChai Group most ^^ . This is the biggest group I served , about 90 peoples , and stay there for 3 days 2 nights . Their people is very co-operate , and their teacher treat me eat chicken wing ^^ Happy , haha =D . The chicken wings is very nice . YukChai also the...

拜三刚从OUTBAC回来，本来今天早上就要进回去了的，老板突然叫我晚上才进...也罢，在家写写部落格吧～反正也有人吵着我更新了。关于OUTBAC的，我想我下个 拜一 才写吧。这篇文章我想用 华语 来表达... ...         闷热的午后，学校里，学校里并没有很多人。啊，今天是学校假期。我对着天空笑笑，拿着我的文凭，走向办公室。         走出办公室，再次望向天空。反正回去也是闲着，不如走走吧。走在这熟悉的走廊，感觉很陌生：它失去了平时的热闹。         我的脚步停下来了，但也可以说我还在走着。我的心，已经穿越了时空，回到不久前，我在中学的日子： 这安静的走廊突然热闹起来， 走廊上熟悉的身影在打闹； 教室里熟悉的声音在喧哗。 啊！这些都是我在这条走廊的回忆， 我中学的故事。 我继续“往前走”，人影少了， 整个空间也没有那么吵了， 我停下了“脚步”。 啊！这些是我已经淡忘了的回忆！ 故事不那么精彩， 可是看在“眼里”却又百般滋味。 好了！是时候走了。 我握紧拳头，继续往前“走”。 突然间，天空是白色的，而我脚下是一片沙漠。 我惊讶，这是哪里？ 我揉揉双眼，看仔细， 无尽的黄色上有片绿， 绿上有红色亮点。 这亮点连沙漠的太阳也无法盖过。 我往绿色的方向前进。 啊！绿是绿洲，红是营火。 周围的白色突然迅速的被黑夜吞噬。 脚下突然间出现湿湿的草地。 这是学校草场！ 夜晚里学校的草场！ 天空下着细雨， 但前面的营火依旧烧的猛烈。 周围突然出现了人潮。 “妳手中的感情线, 是不肯泄露的天机, 那也许是我一生,不能去的禁区...” 《掌心》响起。 突然间感觉到什么，我猛回头。 身后纤纤擢素手，手的主人是她！ 我伸出手向前握，没有握着。 摊开这掌心还是在前方。 我再次伸出手，尝试握住，那手好似虚无，我握不住。 然后我再一次，再一次，再一次... “... ...这样会握痛握碎我的心也割破妳的掌妳的心” 《掌心》结束。 周围的人影飞速消失，强光把一切吞噬， 她的手，还是在我不远的前方； 她的脸孔,还是那个笑容； 只是跟着在强光中逐渐...